Psalm Songs

Psalm 89, 96, 100-101, 105, 132 As I continue to work my way through the Psalms, I keep reading verses that remind me of songs that I grew up singing in church — and some songs that I sing today.  A psalm is actually a song.  I wish there was a way I could hear the psalms put to the same music that was used back when they were first written.  It would be even better if I could understand the original language so I could experience the poetry and rhythm as originally written. Blessed are those who have learned … Continue reading Psalm Songs

Lotta Psalms

Psalm 1-2, 15, 22-24, 47, 68 Today’s reading had me heart-first into the Psalms.  I paid particular attention to some verses in Psalm 22.  David hit rock bottom and just cried his heart out to the Lord.  He provides me with a good model for how to cry out to God for myself.  I self-regulate my prayers oftentimes out of respect for the Lord’s sovereignity.  But then are they real? Two separate doctors have recommended a day surgery for me for a problem I’ve been suffering.  Like an idiot, I looked it up online and discovered some disconcerting details.   … Continue reading Lotta Psalms

The Lord Heals

Today I went to a new ob/gyn doctor for some major pain problems I’ve been having with my cycle and ended up receiving a double whammy: not only does he think I need surgery on that end, but he found a lump on my breast. I go in tomorrow for a diagnostic mammogram. I’ve been here/done that before.  That time, I found a lump (it was painful).  This one is not painful.  I actually found it about a month ago but dismissed it as just another cyst. I’m ready to receive the healing that the Lord himself provides! Continue reading The Lord Heals

Psalm 17; 35; 54; 63: Living Water

I’ve been reading a book by Lynn Austin about King Hezekiah.  Hezekiah was the one who dusted off the Word of God and began to follow it, getting rid of all the idols and evil in his kingdom, being faithful to God. In this novelized account, Hezekiah’s grandfather reminds him that the Lord does not give him strength — the Lord IS his strength.  There is a big difference in that distinction! Today I came across these words from King David in Psalm 63 and was reminded again of the difference between thinking God will give me strength and knowing … Continue reading Psalm 17; 35; 54; 63: Living Water

Another Departure

I’m not having a good day today.  I’ve been fighting it all day, trying to push down and ignore the loneliness, trying to keep myself busy. Ever noticed how the state of your heart directly impacts your energy level?  My legs feel like heavy weights.  I don’t want to do anything.  No food is appetizing, not even my favorite.  I hope I’m not getting sick.  Of course the anxiety about any stray weird feeling in my stomach sends my heart into overdrive.  I really don’t think I am sick.  Just heartsick. I get many of my anxious neurotics from my … Continue reading Another Departure