Another Departure
I’m not having a good day today. I’ve been fighting it all day, trying to push down and ignore the loneliness, trying to keep myself busy. Ever noticed how the state of your heart directly impacts your energy level? My legs feel like heavy weights. I don’t want to do anything. No food is appetizing, not even my favorite. I hope I’m not getting sick. Of course the anxiety about any stray weird feeling in my stomach sends my heart into overdrive. I really don’t think I am sick. Just heartsick. I get many of my anxious neurotics from my … Continue reading Another Departure
